tea
feeling awful feeling like a bad friend because i cant help my friends when their anxiety lines up with mine and i dont know whose judgement to trust. they shouldnt trust me im just as bad.
open mic was fine my set was rushed but thats ok. two people who said they would didn't show and i was sad. but one of my friends did even if i was too tired and stressed to talk much.
i want to hang out at the boba tea place as my new hang to get work done on my computer but their small tea is $5. no thanks. my friends are encouraging me to push the limits on bringing my own drinks into the cafe. i want to hang out in a nice little spot im just broke. it was good tea though.
im very glad im taking a break from performing for the moment. it is nice to not have a show going on, even if i really miss the energy.