fuck i forgot a day
that's okay, it was a really busy day! and i spent a whole with loved one, so i didnt have much time alone to do things like write
we tried to go to the pool, i need to get more varied types of exercise it calms the muscles and my brain, but showed up too late for open swim. thats okay, we have a physical schedule now. frozen yogurt on the way home.
procrastinating doing my other OCD homework where im supposed to be thinking of exposures. or my self imposed homework of doing some poetry.
today was ok. got many good important things done in the morning. work was alright, and i am closer to picking up another client! call tomorrow. i had to do a couple social media posts for project and found myself returning over and over again to check how well they were doing. it was really hard to avoid every time i open my computer. i just really want to know how people are responding and if certain people have seen it yet.
watching deltarune, finally finished a standard playthough! this time from uniquegeese (indigo park creator). i dont usually watch his stuff, but he was the first video that popped up from someone i kinda know. pastra is preferable, especially once they know what they're doing. i love watching delarune/undertale videos but man i hate how mean some people are when the players are lost, taking time exploring, or die multiple times. its an adventure! its never meant to be a quick seamless experience! feels like some fans just want it to be a movie, but they are games for a reason, that includes user error.
no plot spoilers here!
i do love the silly yellow cowboy man. he is just like me for real.
had a thought in my notebook today. ruminate and ruminant have the same root word! im a ruminating ruminant (thats a fancy word for an animal that chews cud. like a cow. and thinks a lot while doing it)