bug in a slide
bad morning i barely slept at all last night. i got up at 4 feeling like i could punch through the wall.
i was supposed to go to the clinic today at 8, had planned to wake up early, but i felt like absolute shit and my partner told me not to go. i feel really bad still, this is something ive been meaning to do for months amid wildly fluctuating panic about my health.
but its 11:30 now i leave for work in 15 and i guess the rest of the day will go as it goes and i will just have to try tomorrow.
i saw two shows this weekend and im very glad i was able to. thinking about art again right now. stories that mean something. looking forward to open mic tonight ive missed it a lot. i also need to catch up on artfight a little, i have two finished works to upload. after that im probably done.
seeing hadestown proshot on wednesday and another puppet show this friday!
yay for art. boo for a very full schedule. i saw some friends at the show saturday and they were mildly concerned at what i considered "taking a break" lol. i havent been organizing my own shows, just going with the flow of open mic and the troupe i work with. thats a break to me. tried to write a couple things, nothing really stuck. i want something to focus on and put my energy towards that feels really artistically fulfilling again.
do you all know the scene in Nightmare Before Christmas when Jack is in the lab doing nonsense experiments on all the Christmas stuff? like when he smushes a holly berry in a microscope? kid me always thought that was a bug from the way the glass cracks looked like legs. "interesting reaction, but what does it MEAN?"
i think if that was a bug i am that bug.